Todays the DAY

Its today!!!yes!!!Today will be my first day of work as a renewed person-mail clerk. I just pray that everything will go smoothly on my first day and I will be able to impress the boss and meet new friends. I also pray that I will be able to get a new start in life. Forgetting what lies behind, setting our hearts on the prize that is before us.

I am off to work now. Will continue my blog once I am free though. Cant wait to share all my experiences on my FIRST DAY of work with you guys.

I hope this would finally help.

Finally!!!

Good news everyone, I have managed to get a position as a mail clerk in a company downtown. I am gonna start work this Thursday! Just hope that everything will be ok and that it will help me start over again in my life. Just PRAY.

Quit.

I quit my job as a business manager due to depression. I wanna start a new life. I wanna forget everything. But I can't. Am now praying that I will get a job soon.

I dare not get close to any alcohol ever again. NEVER!

that will be my last time.

its too late.

I passed by HIS house this afternoon. Everything looks the same, looks normal. But part of the family is gone. And its my fault. Why??

Having insomnia all night. No one cares about me. I am hopeless.

One of my colleague actually noticed that there is something wrong with me. He approached me and offered to see whether if he could help. We spent few minutes catching up with one another. I felt his care and concerns but still the ''incident'' will remain in me as long as I live.

*i am sorry. I am really sorry!!!!